You Can't Understand Me.
Saturday, April 28, 2012 - 11:33 PM
HONESTLY I MISS YOU, BUT...
I know you want to meet me so badly. But kita ni manusia je wak. Tak semestinya apa yang dirancang akan berjalan dengan lancar. Kita kecewa dengan sikap awak. Awak susah nak faham kita. Even awak sendiri tahu kita pun nak jumpa awak kan? Kenapa awak cakap yang bykan-bukan then? Cakap kita ni tak nak jumpa awak lah, busy sebab nak outing dengan orang lainlah, tak sayang awaklah. K itu sangat membengangkan /:
Okay Adrin, this is your blog, let out them here. I'M NOT HAPPY BECAUSE YOU SEEMS DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT ME! Every tindakan awak, langsung tak fikirkan kita. Awak ingat kita tunggul? Batu nisan duduk jee atas tanah tu tak buat apa? KITA MACAM LANGSUNG TAK CONTACT. And whenever it comes to on the phone, I can saw that I'm the one with the effort of something so that we can talk. But when we talk, ada jee benda yang tak kena. Masing-masing cari salah and oh my god, seems I'm so desperate. At times you make me hate you so much. I hate to be lied, Meor.
'Meor. Hmm, memang dah tak pandai contact dah kan sebenarnya.' 'Tak ada credits ahh.' 'Amboi, tak contact dengan kita pun credits boleh habis. Awak habiskan dekat siapa?' 'Kawan and parents ahh.' 'Haaa banyak ahh, menipu lebih.' 'Habis tu, kawan and parents tak penting ahh?' 'At least we are contact!' WTF Meor, WTF? Awak, sorry to say but, kita tak percaya. Awak lepak dengan kawan almost 24 jam. Hey, takkan ahh setempat pun nak bertexting. Then parents, amboi, itu lagi menipu. Even kita yang jauh dengan parents pun credits tak ada nak habis sampai tak boleh nak contact awak. Sorry, since that, less trust in you.
Memang susah ke nak cari lelaki yang memang kita boleh percaya? Is it hidup mereka just untuk menipu? It's okay Adrin. It taught you to be even stronger. Ada hikmah. Amin. Again, I need you to know this, I love you but I hate you. Thanks for doing this to me (': I have no idea with our relationship anymore. Take care.
Assalamualaikum. I'm Back.
- 10:21 PM
Hey people. I'm at the house, Rumah Ku Syurga Ku. Yes, it's holiday and I'm so happy.
Okay, so let's make everything short or even shorter :)
Start with myself. 1) I think I'm getting fatter /: 2) Probably I miss my bestfriend so much, seems she is so far away from me. 3) I'm getting stronger, I guess. 4) My time management is getting better and yeah I'm glad with that. 5) My grade for the second standardize seems make me jumping happily, Alhamdullilah. 6) Yes, I'm so not comfortable with my BM teacher which is my own homeroom advisor. And maybe that's why my BM result don't get higher. 7) I get homesick easily, lately. 8) Me and Abang Bal are in a good condition, seems it's back just like normal. 9) Me and Aliff Iman aren't bertegur at all, I guess, yeah at all. I'm not avoiding but seem he is. K whatever. 10) I've stop giving any damn to my ex-boyfriend, Zamir Najib. Allah dah tunjukkan kot mana kekurangan dia yang memang tersangatlah Adrin tak boleh terima. 11) Stated to hate my own boyfriend, Meor Khairul Akmal. He's helpless. Kbye. 12) I found someone who is can help me so much, he's a very good listener. Seems, we can be a bestfriend, yeah Muhd Syamil? 13) Less phone usage, I guess. YAH, because me and Meor aren't contact. 14) I feel satisfied with my life.
HAHA yeah that's about me. Let's move to someone, named, Muhd Syamil. I think, my relationship with him as friend is getting closer. Seems both of us face the same thing. Be strong, boy. Kau baik :) Kau banyak tolong aku. Even aku sedih, kau cakap itu ini, merepek itu ini, you make me smile or even laugh hardly. I know your story. You know what's the best for your life, so keep on chasing for it. Honestly, I hope you don't wait for something is running away form you. Ramai lagi yang layak untuk kau. Aku doakan kau, Insya Allah. Amin. Aku sayang kau pakcik.
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