It's Not That Easy
Thursday, March 15, 2012 - 7:08 AM
Ya Allah, give the strength. Amin..
I'm Lost And Clueless
- 4:04 AM
Assalamualaikum.
Ya Allah, how can others easily move on? How can others get over someone? How can others be that strong? How can they forget all the moments easily? How can others smile by ignoring what their past? How can others be that tough? Everything seems so easyyyyyyy. Ya Allah, lemahnya Adrin. Susah sangat ke nak jalani kehidupn ni Adrin?
Sometimes word are not enough to make someone feel that you care for them. Or probably they would never understand. Haihhh, manusia sudah diberi akal. Susah sangat ke bagi mereka untuk memahami apa yang kita rasa. Mereka bertindak kejam. Kadang-kala, menyesal berkenalan dengan orang macam mereka.
They ask me to happy for others happiness. What? Huh. I can not. I wish I could. I wish I can stop this feeling and let him go with the willingness. I wish I could think positive. I wish I could be happy. I wish I could stay smile just like when I was with him. I wish I could forget him. I wish I could act like we never exist. But everything is just like a very high drem that I cannot achieve.
Watching him with her, destrustion of world is like happening. It is killing me. I am hurt so badly. EVen I am happy to see he smiles. But I hate it when I am not the reason. I used to have him. He used to smile with me. He used to laugh with me. Not her. Everything is like changing. Fully rotate for 360 degress. Never going back. Everything is the past. But probably God had a better plans for me and I do not deserve for him.
If God gives me chance, I will not ask to rewind the time for a while, but forever. Me and him, stay forever. I was hoping for him. I wish someone could replace him. But I am sorry. No. He means a lot to me. Yeahh, I am sorry Zamir Najib. However, saya sentiasa doakan awak.
I Am Getting Lazier
Sunday, March 11, 2012 - 12:57 AM
Assalamualaikum :D
Hidup Adrin, banyak yang dah berubah. Ada yang menggembirakan, ada yang menghampakan, ada yang membengangkan dan ada yang menyedihkan (': Adrin sebenarnya, makin lama makin malas nak update blog. Ughh, Adriiinnnn NOOOOOO! HAHA I will tell you those stories later K?
Nureen Aqilah Razali, Iloveyou Bitch. Thankyouuuu!
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